My sweetest freind Janet!

It’s very hard to believe i am writing this... you left us so early my loving freind,Janet.People dont need millions of reason or duration of time spent together to feel close.Though we are not related by blood,you were so close to my heart & will be forever.I feel so lucky & seriously blessed that i met you in my life.i am sad i did not get opportunity to spend  more time with you.But i am very thankful to god that god introduced you to me.It is such a pleasure & pride to be your freind.When i think back our trip to Jerusalem was really meant for us.You were so caring towards me just within hours of meeting.You kept asking to get food again & again,poured wine.You made sure that i was fine.You were a soul filled with love,care & generosity.Your smiling face whenever i met you on the ship is still fresh in my heart.You have touched my heart  so immensely that you thought about me & planned to call me UK while you were battling  with your diseases.So many thoughts were in my mind before coming to visit you in UK.i thought i’ll take care of you,give you massage,hot towel bath,crack jokes with you,make you comfortable as you made me once.I spend days googling about overian cancer like do’s & don’ts.what food good for you etc.i am so sorry i could’nt make it happen & this guilt & incompletness will be forever with me.

How i wish i could spend little more time with you at your end & put some smile on your lovely face.I can only hope you are happy seeing me around Rebeca & family.

You are so special can never be forgotten.May you rest in peace sweetheart.

               Bijaya xx